Mar. 13th, 2009

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This was part of a talk i had on irc with a Cam friend. For the Cammies on here, ponder this, and why the club sets me off. For the rest of you, ponder this is what is fucked with the world. Anyone being invalidated or lesser hurts them. Every villian out there, you create.

GrowlyBethling: you know the reason why rules and bureaucracy gets to me?
GrowlyBethling: because in my head, from very early on, 'following the rules' or 'belonging' = 'being liked/loved/important'.
GrowlyBethling: or being a PERSON.
GrowlyBethling: its very strong imprint. massively.
GrowlyBethling: and what trashes me every single time, is something happening, that 'invalidates' me as a person. It both makes me angry and hurt.
GrowlyBethling: So, rage directed outward to the world, or rage directed inward to me (aka depression).

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